Late night musings

Here I lay in bed, up way later than I'd like to be, unable to fall asleep. It seems you are in the same boat with me goo bear. I can hear you coughing in your room and I've already been in a few times. It is times like these I wish you could just tell me what is wrong. It is so hard not being able to know just what is bothering you. I hope that you know I do my best to be s loving mama to you, even if I fall short more often than I'd like to admit.

You're turning one in just one short week. It is hard to believe yet I am so happy to have made it here. This first year has not been easy and you've made me grow so much.

I am so loving seeing your little personality emerge more each day. You are a seriously happy guy and love to flash your smile for about anyone. You've also become quite the mamas boy. It makes me feel loved but I can't wait for the day when you realize how cool your daddy is, not that you don't think he is fun now.

I pray often that you'll grow up to love Jesus as your savior, that you'll serve him with your life.